DiiGMaa

Been home alone most of Eid, not only that… but I’ve been sick… not only that but I’ve been confined to the upstairs quarters.. and worse yet, I hardly had the energy to breath hence hardly spoken or seen anyone in days…

So in my very Kathy Bates Misery setting.. I actually had time to catch up on reading, listen to oldies, get over-drugged.. watched lots of shows and thought a lot about life…

Which was a good thing.. I guess.. it was sweet.. and bitter.. it was bitter sweet.. it was … well I don’t know.. I haven’t seen anyone in days… and the freaky part is that I’m actually starting to like that !

Btw don’t you think songs like this – Sade: Kiss of life – make you wanna light some candles and just relax.. (exactly what I’m doing right now)

Oh and some say it rained yesterday.. I’m still waiting for snow.. and gypsy street performers.. and maybe, just maybe, a road trip and when I come back home there’s a thousand daisies (not my fav but daisies is code word for ANY flowers) from someone showing they really really want to be with me (I gotta stop watching Gilmore Girls)..

I need to get fresh air..

I need to get out of my sweet melancholy mood..

And calling or seeing someone soon would be the smart thing to do.. soon.. very soon..