My Sweet Melancholy Mood
October 29, 2006
Been home alone most of Eid, not only that… but I’ve been sick… not only that but I’ve been confined to the upstairs quarters.. and worse yet, I hardly had the energy to breath hence hardly spoken or seen anyone in days…
So in my very Kathy Bates Misery setting.. I actually had time to catch up on reading, listen to oldies, get over-drugged.. watched lots of shows and thought a lot about life…
Which was a good thing.. I guess.. it was sweet.. and bitter.. it was bitter sweet.. it was … well I don’t know.. I haven’t seen anyone in days… and the freaky part is that I’m actually starting to like that !
Btw don’t you think songs like this - Sade: Kiss of life - make you wanna light some candles and just relax.. (exactly what I’m doing right now)
Oh and some say it rained yesterday.. I’m still waiting for snow.. and gypsy street performers.. and maybe, just maybe, a road trip and when I come back home there’s a thousand daisies (not my fav but daisies is code word for ANY flowers) from someone showing they really really want to be with me (I gotta stop watching Gilmore Girls)..
I need to get fresh air..
I need to get out of my sweet melancholy mood..
And calling or seeing someone soon would be the smart thing to do.. soon.. very soon..
October 29, 2006 at 6:52 am
hmmmmmmmmm …
daisies u say! ;p
anyways .. soon very soon inshalah :*
and i want more than just a road trip.
yallah girl think, think.
i love the phase ur going through its very healthy.
October 29, 2006 at 7:51 am
See me before I decide to come and see you! :P
October 29, 2006 at 9:59 am
I love that you literally flip around the look everytime you post at this point! Well I hope you are feeling better, and getting back into shape, but I know what you mean and I want to watch as many shows as possible sometimes, but I really dont have the time to do that.
Hopefully things are going good with you at this point.. seeing some close friends or family is always a good thing and a refreshing change!
And yes Sade gets you in a wierd mood! hehehe!
October 29, 2006 at 11:14 am
well well well.. drama queen.. ;p la 7aram i know how it feels to have what you have.. but stayin away from ppl was kinda the point, so you dont get them infected ! and are you tellin me you didnt receive those 2300 daisies i sent you last nite? ;p keep takin those meds and be a good girl..
October 29, 2006 at 3:53 pm
Alone time… I love that idea. It really is quality time! Enjoying it??
Oh: I love the template;)
October 29, 2006 at 6:44 pm
ooooh salamat 7abebti! I hope that u r feeling better now… Speeedy recovery inshallah :)
Afa u started enjoying being alone, mo khosh 7achi, 3ayal eshlooon ra7 ne6la3? ;)
Btw, i love what u r doing to ur blog! Creative!
October 30, 2006 at 12:27 am
i’ve been there, the sick and home part, i know this feeling of wanting some fresh air, it rained ?? ur not in kuwait 9a7 ??
oh the song though it’s the first time i’m hearing it i just feel really like lighting candles but with someone special know what i mean ?
hope you feel good soon :)
October 30, 2006 at 7:43 am
Hi! Wow, it seems like it was raining indoors for you, at least I hope your plans that you mentioned in your previous post have been implemented, or at least dealt with. Take care of yourself :)
October 30, 2006 at 2:37 pm
hi there..
the phase u r going through is amazing.. gives u a chance to wait n take smtime off to catch up with life and slow down ur perception.. which is great :)
bs we need sm connection with ppl.. wish u all luck and healt :D
October 30, 2006 at 7:50 pm
everytime i listen to sade i feel like crying
October 31, 2006 at 2:20 am
When I was led to you
I knew you were the one for me
I swear the whole world could feel my heartbeat
When I lay eyes on you
It rained in Kuwait too, oo elmshkela ena its 7ar o er6oba and dust and rain. BUT I guess I have to be more optimistic and thank god that we dont have earthquakes in Kuwait, THEN I’d have something real to moan about.
November 1, 2006 at 7:23 am
whats wrong with everybody, just go out smell the air oo u will see the difference :)oo wait for soon ;p
November 7, 2006 at 11:19 pm
nice song to listen to…but don’t get secluded from the world…