I’m a Rock Star !
January 17, 2007
My friend “Z” is due to have a baby at the end of the month. Everyday we talk and recollect how 9 months have gone by so quick and most of her agony and struggle is almost over. Soon she will be a mother, and things will change for real. After I closed the phone yesterday I started thinking how much I love this girl and how I know she’ll be the best mother ever. But mostly how, and I quote her, she’s a “baby having a baby”. She’s responsible and mature and has been around kids for years and knows what she’s doing. Yet I can’t help think that once she has this baby she’ll no longer just be my smashing gal pal.. she’ll be a sexy mama !! That’s not my point though.. my point is.. since she got married I have never thought of her as a Mrs.. I don’t know why or how I managed to believe the entire past year that she has a live in boyfriend and they’re having a baby together with the blessings of their folks :P It took me a while I guess for it to sink in :P
I love you “Z” and I wish you the best you tiny weeeeeeeny person with a huuuuuuuuge personality !! I’ll always be here for you and the baby ;*
Now getting to the real point of this bloody post. When “Z” got pregnant I went through a phase.
- I started having cravings
- I was overly sensitive
- I was always peeing :P
- Many of my purchases were maternity clothes (yes for me to wear).
- and of course I gained weight :P
This went on for months and I remember thinking a few months ago:
“If there’s no baby coming out of me then why the hell am I going through this?”
Ok I exaggerate a little.. just a little.. But I did feel pregnant and I do go through plenty of phases.
So currently I’m a Rock star!
Yes… I am a Rock Star..
- It’s all that grunge I’ve been listening to for years.
- All the piercings I’ve gotten along the way.
- All the biker leather jackets.
- Ripped jeans.
- Studded and graphic Tee’s.
- Red Goth nail polish.
- The Jewelry, chains, buckled belts, spiked chokers (not) and all the accessories.
- Mostly, my infamous black dark, deep and mysterious eyeliner.
- (ok I know that doesn’t cut it as a Rock Star but I’ve been making noise on my brothers Guitar and also failed immensely at an attempt to play a friends drums)
- and my latest infatuation for Chris Cornell
Now the funny thing is.. “N” used to always nag about Audioslave and Chris Cornell for years. And even though I’d get him T-shirts and stuff of his all time favorite band, I never actually sat down and heard a single song; till the end of 2006 when he was kind enough to burn me a few CD’s and since then I realized what he was talking about. And no it wasn’t the James Bond song that drew me in… it was “Like a Stone” by Audioslave.
Watch this amazing live version of “Like a Stone”:
P.s.
For those that want to see the actual video of “Like a Stone” - click here.
“N”, though you’ll probably never come across this blog and never know about this post.. You are my only constant in the past decade and you’ve always been there to toughen me up and tell me to stop sulking and straighten up. And you manage to do it in the most amazingly caring way. Even though you literally say “shut up and straighten up” :P..
I can’t live without you ;*
January 17, 2007 at 5:25 pm
I love the album ily fee like a stone bes the other albums rnt as good. bes chris cornell’s voice is amaaaazing and well so is the whole band. If i had to pick a fav song it would be between like a stone and what you are.
January 17, 2007 at 6:19 pm
LOL whatever u r i love ya!
January 17, 2007 at 6:40 pm
aham shay u bought the maternity clothes for ur self, though i did it once cuz i liked it :P
January 17, 2007 at 7:11 pm
noooo.. white on black… my eyez hurt!
My cousin is due anytime now. We were childhood buddies but drifted apart after she got married 2 years ago. See I’m a bit of a demanding friend, I can’t share my best friend with a husband ;p
i lovvve deep dark eyeliner. Teach me! teach me!
January 17, 2007 at 7:12 pm
it sounds like u went through a “sympathey pregnancy”:p dads usually get that when their wives are preg, never heard of a friend having one before:p must be because of how close u r:) allah ikhaleekum 7ag ba3ath:)
January 17, 2007 at 8:37 pm
You are confusing me, I never know what to expect when I enter here!
January 17, 2007 at 9:02 pm
I can’t imagine any of my friends as mothers lol and we’re supposed to be “old enough” to be wives and mothers lol
but it is fun especially since she’s having the baby…u get to spoil and enjoy the fun …and she takes care of the rest (the crying, nagging and all :P)
January 17, 2007 at 9:34 pm
so whens blue fig’s first gig?
btw, love the design as always.
January 17, 2007 at 11:01 pm
Sorry chiny dasha mukan ghala6…
*looks around*
January 18, 2007 at 12:28 am
awwwwwwwwwwwwwwww so eQuuute.. yalla il fal lich inshalla ;*
omtantoo7:
Thanx darling..
and eemmmm no no akhaaf akhaaf :P
January 18, 2007 at 6:04 am
Just be prepared to become a Godmother .. And see a junior “Z” running around. :P
January 18, 2007 at 2:42 pm
The design is great!!!
January 18, 2007 at 2:42 pm
Very cool look, new banner. Yes! You are a virtual rock star.
January 18, 2007 at 4:03 pm
love the new template :D
and thinknig of ANY of the Twirlies as mothers is unimaginable lol
and u ARE a rockstar ;p
January 18, 2007 at 9:46 pm
i refuse to comment since there was no mention of the smoking hot aunt who, let’s face it, is the most important person in this story
January 18, 2007 at 11:25 pm
Listen to Rockstar by N.E.R.D, you’ll love it, and I love babies :D alla ysahil 3leha inshalla, I also love ur new template, cuuuuute
January 22, 2007 at 11:48 pm
Ya zeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeenich whether u rock wella laa ;)
January 23, 2007 at 9:52 pm
alah ekhaleeha lich! O inshalla she will be a fantastic mama and you will be a great god mother! :)
o being the rockstar I dont think all that is enough! You need to ride a motorcycle through the hallways of the hotel just like guns and roses! Go crazy and enjoy! hehehehehe
February 5, 2007 at 7:17 am
You have wonderful taste! Audioslave’s been one of my fav bands since high school. Let us rock on sister!
February 5, 2007 at 9:39 am
I love your taste. That song is simply.. addictive.